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| Feb. 17th, 2006 @ 09:24 am and now comes the bad | |||
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| http://kevan.org/nohari?name=hussnf |
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| Feb. 14th, 2006 @ 10:07 am DO IT...please? | |||
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| http://kevan.org/johari?name=hussnf |
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| Feb. 9th, 2006 @ 04:50 pm BAHAHAHA | |||
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| Feb. 9th, 2006 @ 02:47 pm off the market | |||
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| I am engaged. Let it be said, let it be known. |
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| Feb. 2nd, 2006 @ 08:55 am I even like easy cheese. | |||
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| just about time to move and i have packed.....all of.....the sum total.....roughly...three boxes. im considering just throwing the rest away. but i am so not a minimalist enough to do that. so instead i will not rest until i am packed!!! well, except i have happy hour with some friends tonight.....and poker this weekend...but STILL. other than things are good, not sleeping very well. i dont know why i linked those two thoughts in one sentence but piss off, its my blog. i keep having strange and unusual dreams that wake me up, some about the past, some about the future, some....well i wont go into the others. =) but there was one where i was back in NYC and had to stay an extra week alone and one of my employees took the laptop without letting me print my ticket confirmation to leave...apparently i kept thinking "NO LAPTOP?!?! NO LAPTOP!?!?" and I woke up, hugged my comp, and went back to sleep. im about to make yet another important leap in life. yay me. im all growed up. screw peter pan. now all i need is a little more grey hair and a slight belly and i will be the perfect american. "In two years, America has gone from a sense of invulnerability to an awareness of peril; from bitter division in small matters to calm unity in great causes." calm unity??? a country that is almost divided down the middle doesnt seem like calm unity....ass hat. |
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| Jan. 17th, 2006 @ 08:56 am off again | |||
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| back on tour, will be in nyc for the next 6 days. looks like i will be out and about almost half the year. which has its ups and downs, yes it will be nice to be touring, but at the same time you have such little life when touring when a theater production between the loading of the set, rehearsals and shows, there is very little time to relax or enjoy the city/cities you are in. not to mention since i am already on salary for the managing company i dont get paid shit for touring, except all my travel expenses. in other news, I FUCKING FINALLY GOT A HOUSE!!! it is not in the area of town i wanted to live in: midtown - young kids, hipsters and the like, mostly democratic or independent, older cooler homes south tulsa - older folk, mostly republican, mostly baptist, mostly newer homes, chain restaurants luckily tulsa is not that big and i can go to midtown whenever i so choose, but still, its not the same. i made this choice however because you can get so much MORE home for the money, i got a freaking two story house! with two living rooms! not bad for a first place of residence. either way, thats all for now, time to start packing...again. |
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| Jan. 10th, 2006 @ 08:34 am (no subject) | |||
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| Four jobs you’ve had in your life: Video Editing, Lawn Service (yes, thats right, manual labor) Chef, Make up Artist Four movies you could watch over and over: Ghost Dog: The Way of the Samurai, Twilight Samurai, The 400 Blows, Weekend at Bernie's (its just always one when im bored, i swear!!) Four places you’ve lived: Edmond, OK, Stilwater, OK, Tulsa, OK...OMG THATS IT!! I SUCK! Four TV shows you love to watch: CSI, How I met your mother, king of queens, 24 Four places you’ve been on vacation: NYC, LA, Orlando, Jamaica Four websites you visit daily (besides LJ): MySpace, Soulxchange.net, mob-style, <3 Four of your favorite foods: Steak, Calamari, Salads of most kind, CHEEEEEEESE Four places you’d rather be: out of oklahoma, out of oklahoma, out of oklahoma, out of oklahoma. Four albums you can’t live without: Muse - Absolution, Neutral Milk Hotel - Holland, 1945 (I think), Bombay Dreams Broadway Soundtrack, Cibo Matto - Sugar Water (again, I think) got tagged to do this, but don't want to tag anyone else, because i dont think thats nice, then people feel obligated to do something they may or may not want to do. so if you want to. copy and paste. =) |
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| Jan. 9th, 2006 @ 03:18 pm ohmigod | |||
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| a friend of mine (who shall not be named) didnt know who chester copperpot was??? am i THAT old?? I am only 25, i am not yet at the point in my life where people younger than me should not understand references i make, its just not fair! ps. if you are amongst the people who has not heard of this man, and no, not the stupid cartoon, and no, not the crappy band. i dont want to hear about it. i am getting back into 'fin'ing the end of my thoughts, it is cliche and silly, but i enjoy it so shutup. fin. |
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| Jan. 6th, 2006 @ 10:36 am on the brink | |||
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| i truly detest house hunting. it may be one of the worst things I have done in my life thus far......save basically everything I did between the ages of 14 and 23, most of which I either don't remember or prefer to forget. But houses are like the worst cock teases in the entire world. they get you all excited, let you picture yourself in them (metahporically speaking, go with me on this) they settle on a price you both can live with and you think you are in. you start planning color schemes and how it will feel to come in through the kitchen after a long day work, or all the bbq's that you know you really aren't going to have but you can still SEE them!....then BAM, sorry, you can't have this house. it is broken, please move along. its like falling in love with a girl who you decide you will wait to sleep with and you finally get her nekkid in the bed and she tells you she has the HIV. sure you can do it anyway, but im not stupid! argh. done for now. |
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| Jan. 3rd, 2006 @ 02:22 pm talkin about a resssolution | |||
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| For the new year I resolve to continue in Chester Copperpot's work, who I am certain is still very much alive and have already began plotting the ships voyage since it escaped in the early nineties. |
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| Dec. 30th, 2005 @ 11:46 am oh yeah | |||
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as it ends the year, this is my vote for funniest pic |
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| Dec. 30th, 2005 @ 11:34 am the sexiest thing since boobies | |||
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 and its ALL MINE 60 GIGS OF ME ME ME ME ME I am so excited I am struck dumb...see?  |
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| Nov. 16th, 2005 @ 03:54 pm move like a jellyfish | |||
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| eeek! I have been slacking on my blogging...but i have been as busy as a bee on crack these past few weeks. Nothing like finishing a budgeting project that takes you WEEKS to do, only for someone to change the form you linked from thus making you do it all over again!!!!! ARGHUS MAXIMUS!!!!!!!! The lion king goes on sale in Tulsa this saturday and that means i get to stand outside the PAC in the but ass cold saturday morning trying to round the cattle in to buy tickets to this show. And we are only allowed to wear our sweathshirts that have the lion king on them, so no coat. yay, double trouble. I am like an internet phantom, i appear and dissapear off websites more than houdini himself (which is very easy considering he died before the internet was invented). Last monday was catherine's birthday and I put all her presents in a TRASH CAN!!! HAHAHA...no but really, she needed one badly and its a nice plastic one with wheels and lid, but it felt very funny to wheel up a trash can with a bow on it, even though there was more inside. There comes a time when xmas and bday presents are more about necessity than they are actualy gifts. For instance, for xmas i am asking money to pay off my credit card and catscan bills. yay. deck the halls my ass. I had a dream last night. I dreamt I was at my grandmothers and I was taking down a picture from one of the ones of me she had around the house, and behind it, I found a picture of me sleeping. I got curious and started taking down all her pictures and behind them all were pictures of that family member asleep. It was very creepy and I think I want to sleep on it some and dwell on it then turn it into another script. thoughts? |
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| Nov. 1st, 2005 @ 10:12 am okay, so a day late | |||
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| This is halloween this is halloween. I really love that movie. I did not like the Corpse Bride as MUCH as I liked the Nightmare...that was just classic. But I always enjoy morbid claymation, what's not to like? Went to stillwater to see my brother this weekend, he was in town from Chicago. It was good to see him, I havent seen him since May which is probably the longest I have gone in my life without seeing him and I did not like that very much. Walked ALL over the campus this weekend shaking hands, feigning enjoyment of conversations that I now cannot recall a single one. Watched the OSU cowboys face the #2 Team in the Nation at our homecoming football game, the Texas long horns. The polls were saying we would lose by 35 points or so, but at half time we were WINNING 28-12!!!! I was so excited but I had to leave to get back to my girl and get ready for a halloween party we were going to. Sadly, my absence must have been felt at the game cause the second half we did not score once and they shut us down and we did not score again, losing 47-28. Still was proud of them that first half. Then went the halloween party, it was fun, not OHMYOGDWHATAGOODTIME fun, but they had great guacamole =) Then we went to a dive swingers bar to dance. Now i know what you are thinking, and NO we are NOT swingers, but its a dance club that is blocks from her house and we can take the neighborhood going home, and most of the time people leave us alone. There was one couple who we met there last time that is so AWFULLY nice to us. They buy all our drinks, tell her how beautiful she is. They just seem so pleasant I would love to think they are innocent, but I do have my doubts. I really hate long paragraphs so I am starting a new one. So there. Work has been crazy busy lately, hence me not blogging as much as I should, to all you...what..three people that read it? I have finally finished most of my budgeting and now have to figure out projections for next years budget....how the hell am i going to do that since this will be the FIRST year we do multi week/city tours??? hmmm. |
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| Oct. 18th, 2005 @ 10:47 am thoughts on life, strippers, etc. | |||
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| Went out with the boys last night, that was a lot of fun. Typical boy night, there was farting, being loud and obnoxious, talking about Strip Clubs. It's funny to me how many men really don't care for them. I myself went to one when I was 18 and was in college, my friends paid for me to get a lap dance and I remember right before she started that I noticed she was wearing a wedding ring. It completely ruined strip clubs for me, which is not something I am terribly sad about. Now it seems whenever I have been dragged to one for a bachelor party or whatever, I sit back and try and figure out each of their backstories. Why they do what they do, which ones, if any, enjoy their work, which are doing it to pay for their children to have food and clothing, which are doing it to support a drug habit, or to pay for school. I can honestly say I have not had a lapdance since then and don't care to ever again. Most of my mates had similar experiences where, although they thought they had reached the "land of milk and honey" upon first arrival at a young age, they quickly caught onto that lingering stench that permeates throughout the clubs. desperation and despair. Even the poor fellows who line up on "pervert row" stink of it. They understand how sad it is they they must pay a girl who looks as good (or as bad) as some of them do to get any kind of sexual pleasure from them. That they could not get this on their own with charm and intellect. Not that it always takes charm or intellect. Don't get me wrong, But I digress, as I often do, the boys peeled off one at a time slowly heading home or to meet their other friends and I was being egged on to continue onto another bar, this time at the 'egger's' expense. How could I refuse? I went to the next bar and ordered TALL redbull and vodkas, muwhahaha, offer to pay for ME will you? This is his penance for him making me stay out later than I wanted and the awful awful headache I had when my alarm went off. I have so much to do today, I have to work on building THREE new budgets for show I have already built FOUR budgets show. Starting from scratch the build a merchandise budget, a recoupment budget, and an Administrative budget. UGH, but instead I decide to not look at numbers type on my blog...does this make me a bad person? |
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| Oct. 13th, 2005 @ 09:50 am back | |||
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| I just read a friends blog about reading and I decided I wanted to write my own. As I stated, I gave up reading after leaving the english dept in college. I was tired of being told what to read. Once I started again however, I could not get enough, I think I have been reading fervently for a year or so now and it has been like finding an old friend who you are actually happy to see again. I have plenty that I would rather not see and if i did would prefer to act as if I did not know them at all. I just finished the Kite Runner, about two kids growing up in Kabul. It was simply a wonderful read that even made me tear up several times, yes, I know, you must be shocked to know that such a macho man does in fact, have tear ducts. I was suprised myself. Mostly what gets me is anything about brothers or fathers. I don't know why that is true, I suppose because my brother and I were once so close and now we barely talk. Not because there was a falling out but because he lives in chicago and works most nights and I live in Tulsa and work most days. So our times just don't seem to work out very well. But i miss him terribly. I digress, this book is not only about two friends who are like brothers, it is also about the relationship of a boy and in his father, so yes, it was primed for me to get a little choked up. I am now in a bit of a lull. I need more titles of good books, it's hard for me to go to a book store and read the back of a book and have any idea if it will be good or not. So I always prefer to hear from someone who has read the book that it is in fact worth all the time I will devote to it. I often wonder what kind of father I will be. Whether I will be too hard on them and not allow them to make their mistakes, or whether i will turn a blind eye to them and let them do whatever they want. I would like to think I know, but no one ever knows anything until they are in the situation. Sometimes even once you are in it, you still don't know. Really I suppose you won't know what type of father you are until they are grown and you see if they have become a good man/woman or not. Of course if not, its too late to do anything and you know you will be blamed in therapy =) book titles. GO! |
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| Sep. 9th, 2005 @ 08:49 am (no subject) | |||
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| Have not written in awhile. Which doesn't make much sense, I have not been terribly busy at work. I have not had a terribly full social calendar, I just....well maybe its all just a big secret and I don't want to share with any of you!!! (not really the case, but it was a better excuse than admitting to my own laziness) I feel bad for my bike. Its all new and nice and I have not ridden it much lately. But damnit, its a bitch carrying thing up and down three flights of stairs. I need to get over that soon and get back out on it. I was so excited when I first got it and there it sits. STILL trying to get a damn house. It's getting so stupid and annoying that I want to quit looking altogether and continue to piss away my money on rent. My brother spent and evening hanging out with Frodo. Quite a story really. That seems like a good place to stop that thought. =) Catherine and I are going to vegas in two weeks!!! VEGAS BABY!!! ah crap....i really just said vegas baby didnt i.....::shudder:: but hey, I got a free hotel and free airfare, how could I say no? I am getting to a point where I very much appreciate the friends I have in my life, I find it interesting when you have friends that you think NOTHING will ever keep us from being close, no time no space. I have found that true in one friend, who remains touring the country in a stuffed animal costume. But other friends, seem to come and go like a very slow tide. My best friend right now is Julie, I love her to death and when I am not with Catherine, I can be found with her. It's good having people you can be brutally honest with and they will, in turn, be the same with you. I find it more therapeutic then hitting yourself in the face with a big rubber ball....although I do miss the smell. |
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| Aug. 30th, 2005 @ 08:32 am (no subject) | |||
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| I didn't sign up for the army So the show I am company managing...well we just got a call from the Pentagon today. That's right. THE Pentagon. It seems we may be going to perform for the troops in Kuwait, Iraq, and Afghanistan. Be over there for 10 days. I don't know how I feel about this. Furthermore, I don't know that I have a choice. |
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| Jun. 29th, 2005 @ 11:48 am I shot the sherriff | |||
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| well finally home, and what better thing to do than go to a bar and have friends buy you too many birthday shots??? nothing i say, nothing. haha BUT it was all worth it and do you know why??? I SLAPPED A COP!!!! SEVERAL TIMES!!!! god, i have wanted to do that for years, tee hee. and i didnt even get arrested for it. granted he slapped me back and at some point grabbed me by the newtons. yes, the newtons. florida was good, since we were so understaffed for a company that is mounting a national tour i got to do a whole hell of a lot this weekend. I got to direct some of the rehearsals, i got to run and help design the lighting for the show and negotiate contracts. very eventful. I also got to spend time with one of my dearest friends whom i have not seen in far too long. but as soon as i got in his truck, it was like no time had passed at all. |
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| Jun. 16th, 2005 @ 12:45 pm the search is over | |||
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im finally a homeowner!!! |
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